I grew up Christian. With Christ still as my compass, I have broadened my palette with which to complete my journey back home.

While in highschool I decided to read the Christian Bible New Testament during the month of August before school restarted. It was an interesting reading. What wonderful non-fiction historical background and wisdom for living my life. I focused my fascination upon how Jesus taught the masses in parables and his disciples the meat of the word. He said is inner teaching would be lost for a time and come out at the end of the age.

I had become active as a Youth Leader in my Presbyterian Church. During the first couple of years of College I continued summers with the Youth Group. My mom and dad wanted to instill good morals and values, but they didn't penetrate the veil of the spiritual realms that I knew existed.

College was a challenge to build on my spirituality as I was still trying to germinate a mustard seed in a drought of living waters of spirit. I was learning development of my intellect without a focus on daily experiencing the word in action from the heart. Neither ministers or my peers could feed my spiritual needs. I needed to pierce the veil of consciousness and feel the Holy Spirit as experienced by the disciples in that upper room.

Since College I have learned lessons from Yuri Alexandrovich Bezmenov, a former KGB agent who defected to Canada in 1970. The former USSR had a program of ideological subversion of America. They focused part of their efforts to secularize the USA within the Universities. And they help facilitate a concentration within the Universities of a Luciferian humanistic, materialistic culture. It finally resulted in socialism and communism being profligated through China's Confucius Institutes. A complete perversion of Confucius teachings!

Graduation from College led to a blossoming of my Information Technology skills as a consultant with a Business Degree. Busy forging my career I was.

A ray of light in my life wanted to settle down with me. I was not ready. She prayed for me to find my spiritual path. She cut sections her bible out and mailed them to me. She tried to explain the way to me. My soul was not ready balance two worlds. I was not longing to be a bride of Christ nor a groom of a bride. I realize now I had not found myself.

My college mentor was into a hybrid intellectual new age psychology version of spirituality. It fascinated me to learn things about the unseen world. One technique I learned was psychomaturation, perfected from a group of researchers learning to heal people of negative thoughtforms like allergies. I just didn't feel at home without my Christian roots.

I read a book called the Aquarian Conspiracy. I learned we were at the end of the age of Pisces. Some Christians put the Ichthys on the back of their cars to indicate they follow the Piscean Warrior Jesus. The astrological age of Aquarius is here! The lost inner teaching of Jesus I read about as a Youth should come out in plain sight. But where?

I became friends with a psychology professor from the University Medical Center who worked with the medical students. He was leading a local Psychic Studies Institute. I was invited to attend a channeling by a local psychic where I was told by a disembodied spirit I was once a High Priest in the Laws of One on Atlantis-- whatever that meant, I did not know. Since that time I've learned disembodied spirits are like those in the movie Ghost and are not ones we can trust or want to communicate with.

My dentist is really good and honest fixing and maintaining my teeth in good clinical order. He knows about the dark ones who want control the world under one government. And he knows of those "new age" psychic things and was also told he was a high priest on Atlantis. The psychic does not lead to where I am going. It's a big polluted astral sea that is not the home I long for.

The bible refers to the finer body. I remember flying in my sleep looking down at the lamp-posts on my home streets as a child. I found, read and tried listening materials from the Monroe Institute who's founder did the same kind of thing out of his body. My psychologist friend said he'd never achieved popping out of his body consciously even though he sat on the Board of the Monroe Institute and spent a week each year helping people process their astral journeys out of their bodies.

I met Caroline Myss, at dinner with my friend. She's had presentations on Public TV about the spiritual world since she had her psychic opening at the Monroe Institute and then got intellectual with a PhD. I gave it a good college try to do astral travel out of my body. No results for me either.

I was focused on my IT career and had achieved a certain level of success. I felt competent in my field. At age 29, I suddenly felt propelled into a new level of spiritual searching. I shortly found what would become my lifetime spiritual path. I've spent time reading the Old Testament, and not just the New. I've had an experience with a gift of the Holy Spirit called the gift of lepers-- for healing. I'd had the outer curtain of the veil of consciousness pulled back. I finally understand the bible at a new level with a degree of the Holy Spirit.

Now I'm treading two worlds. Learning to balance them on a Libra scale. Ultimately the spiritual world is more real than the material world. This world of flesh is impermanent.

Infusing spirit into matter is how Jesus was made permanent his existence in flesh. He descended into earth and showed us the way. He opened the doors to the masses for the ascension. The powers of the world were unable to kill his flesh!

So this in this world opened up a beautiful sunrise for me! A Great Central Sun begins to shine its rays in my world and illumine that which is unreal, impermanent.

The truth that sets me free of religious dogma is refreshing!